Yo Mama, for those of you that don't know, is a program on MTV where they pitch 'trash-talkers'  against each other.  Mostly consisting of Yo Mama jokes, sometimes they come up with some funny shit

Yesterday didn’t start off to badly.  Was nursing a sore head from the night before. Actually Friday was a good night, I went out for Thai with J & S in this lovely little restaurant.  We then went out for drinkies after but I didn’t drink as much as I usually do, I had liquid belly (you know when it feels like theres 10 litres of water inside your belly).  I got a bit down Friday night because my lady friends are gorgeous and slim and I felt like a blob  Still managed to have a good night though

So yesterday was ok.  Was still thinking about my hugeness and feeling sorry for myself.   I popped over to my dads for a bit, and my brother was there.  He was moaning at me for not going to the gym this week.  I kept telling him to be quiet because I knew I’d been a bad girl for not going…he wasn’t telling me anything I didn’t already know.  But he kept on and on and on and then I just lost it   I went and cried in the loo for half hour, not really because of him, but because he was right (the wanker).  I have zero will power.  Why the fuck is it so hard?!  I really don’t know.

My brother felt really bad afterwards but I  kept telling him it wasn’t because of what he’d said that made me feel like shit, it was me that made me feel like shit.  I think I cried for about 3 hours.  I felt so miserable and crappy all night long.  I grabbed an early night hoping id feel better this morning, which I do a little

Now I’ve got puffy eye syndrome and look half Japanese this morning.  Don’t think there’s enough cucumber in the world to save me

Tonite I’ll start a new blog about losing weight.  I don’t really care if its been done before, or if no-one reads it, but im hoping ill embarrass myself into loosing weight (new tactic).